weddings and stupidity

sooo one of my cousins got married today.. to the MOST AMAZING person EVER!!! i love her to bits!!! she is amazing. i'm so happy for them! finally someone in the family i can talk to!!! wooot!

anyways... i'm not going to anymore weddings alone. that is for sure. i have recruted one of my friends to be my permadate lol. it will be fun.

the guy i liked has blocked me in an attempt to make me angry. it has worked.

i have a job at calaway park.. starting monday. *shudder* why i applied there i dont know.. i hate kids.

i am obsessed with my chemical romance... if you havnt heard of them go check them out if you like punk, ska or "black metal" not that they are the last overly.. but they are WAY AWESOME!!! http://www.mychemicalromance.com (copy and paste)

frinds surprise b-day party tomorrow. i cant wait.

same friends b-day party on monday night.

after work.

ick

still not overly happy with my life. i'm still compleatly alone and the one chance i have at not being alone... i ruined because when he said he likes me i gave him a blank stare and only started talking to him again as of late.

it was stupid.. because he is amazing! and would be an amazing boyfriend. and treat me like a princess..

i always like jerks and not the good ones.. what is wrong with me?